She's BAAAAACK!  I know I've been gone forever!  I think it's been like 3 months now.  Horrible i know!  It's a terribly long story.  I started out typing my entire written journal, to attempt to show you all what has been going on in my life.  However, I realize that to try to capture 3 months worth of daily activity would take me much longer than I am willing to invest in this thing lol!  It's already late tonight and I have no desire to stay up until  well into the morning typing! 

     It has certainly been a very rough couple months.  It all started with my gma inviting us to stay with her to help her move into these new apartments.  We conceded and stayed.  It was only supposed to be until December.  However, Jayson got his hands on our bank card and went wild.  He ended up spending well over $900 of his SSI check (he only gets $1300) on god only knows what.  I didn't find out of course until we recieved our bank statements in the mail at the end of the month.  So when December got here, after paying our car payments and basic bills, we had a grand total of $138 left to our name.  Needless to say that is no where near enough to move into an apartment.  So we ended up staying with her the entire month of December.  Right up until she got my son sick and then we spent the rest of the time in the hospital with him.

     Which brings me to the next paragraph.  We spent the best part of the end of December in the hospital with my little man.  He was diagnosed with RSV and pnuemonia.  I'm led to believe it was pretty serious at one point.  He has had so many holes poked in him the past few weeks.  I felt so horrible.  I'm supposed to protect him and here I am letting these nurses poke him all over.  Thank God he is better though.  He's on 6 breathing treatments a day with two different medications.  It does seem to be helping him immensly!  He's started sleeping thru the night finally!  He sleeps with his daddys shirt balled up next to him.  I think it's a smell thing.  Whatever it is, he loves it!  I'm so glad he is doing better.  Nothing is worse than watching your little one so sick.  Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.

     Well that's all I have to had at this moment!  I'm super excited that I have my net back now, so I'm sure there will be many more adds to this every day!  Stop back by and check it out!!