HAPPY ST. PATS DAY YA'LL!  Everyone can go out and have a drink on me.  Have the bar keep send the tab to me c/o kissmyass.com lol!  So how's everyone doing today?  Jay is watching Raw, which I detest.  I HATE wrestling.  Or RASLIN' they call it around here.  I know, ignorant right?  I mean maybe redknecks wouldn't be confused with idiots if they made an effort to sound half way intelligent?  Gee ya think?  It's really not hard to tell the difference between wrestling and rastling.  Wrestling is between humans and rastling is between a cowboy and a bull (usualy).  Come on people use the common sense the good Lord give ya huh? LOL!

 

     So Jay didn't make it in to apply for that job today.  He was mighty pissed when he got home last night.  He asked his boss yesterday to give him more days.  He wants to work M-F with every other saturday off and EVERY sunday off.  Really not that difficult to understand.  So what does his boss do?  He takes Jay completely off the schedule for one whole week!  What the hell is up with that??  He has to work tomorrow, and then that is his last day until the 29th!  I can't believe that shit!  Jay was so pissed!  He's going in tomorrow morning to borrow 10$ off his boss for gas and to give him an ass chewin..yes, he'll probably do it at the same time hehe.  Then hopefully he'll go down to the career center and apply for that factory job.  Lord knows it has to pay better! 

 

     OMG I was listening to Mario Vezquez - Gallery tonight and that sound is off the hook.  A friend of mine was like, girl, that song been out forever.  Shows how much I listen to the radio huh?  I basicaly stick with what works for me.  I'm an '80s nut so I stick with it for the most part.  I'm a classic rock junkie.  I like pop and r&b too but I prefer the old school stuff.  I love EnVogue, old TLC, shit like that.  I think EnVogue had the cuts in the '90s man.  Everyone was listening to that shit.  Especially in KCMo where I spent a lot of my childhood.  That's what we listened to.  So I woke up yesterday morning and weighed in at 54.  I wasn't dissapointed because that's what I had been weighing in at for the past week.  I decided to take a water pill because my fingers were swelling.  I get up today (my official WI day) and weighed in at 47.4!  WOOHOO!!!  I'm so excited!  Yes Yes I know it's water weight but who gives a rat?  I'm perfectly happy to drop 7lbs over night.  Shit..won't here any complaints from me. 

 

     I don't know what's been wrong with me these past few days but I've been dying for a Kool.  I quite smoking over 4 months ago and I thought that I'd be past all the cravings by now.  Not So!  There hasn't been one single day gone by since I quit that I haven't thought about having one.  It's enough to make me pull my hair out.  Especially when something happens that stresses me out.  There is  a lot going on here lately that has me stressed out beyond my capacity to handle it.  I didn't really WANT to quit.  Maybe that's why.  I just did because I ran out, had no money and that's just the way it was I guess.  I never did buy anymore.  I am tired of these cravings I can tell ya that!  I think it was always more habit for me than anything.  I was in the habit of taking a drink of soda and reaching for my cigs.  I was in the habit of getting up every 30 mins or so and going outside to have a smoke.  I was in the habit of driving down the road and lightin up a smoke.  Grrr!  I hate feeling like I'm going off half cocked all the time lol!  Those of you that smoke know what I'm saying.  Probably even those of you that have quit know where I'm comin from here!  Ok so that's all I have to say for now.  See wasn't that worth the 10 mins it took ya to read that?!  Muah!!  (((hugs))) xoxoxo