Hey bloggers!  Sorry I haven't been doing a very good job keeping up with my posting.  I've been so busy with so much other going on in my life.  I have this baby coming just anyday now and I can't seem to get prepared soon enough!  So far we still need a carseat and bottles.  I think we got the diapers covered for a little while anyway.  Gma came by yesterday with 2 packs of diapers and wipes each so that should make a dent.  She also brought over a few bags of clothes that some friends had given her to bring to us.  They are so cute and very much needed lol!  We had quite a few ourselves but it never hurts to have more than you need.  If that's even possible!

     Been stressed about bills a lot lately.  Seems that we can never get caught up enough to make a difference.  Just when we think we're getting ahead something has to go and screw us up somewhere.  "Anything that can go wrong wiill" right?  I'm telling you, Murphys Law has certainly not forgotten about us this month so far.  We came up short of rent this month.  Actually, we came up short of everything.  Abouth the only thing we were able to get paid was the cable, internet and phone bill.  Isn't that ridiculous?  The 3 things that probably could've waited until next month had to get paid "right away" because I thought they were sooo important and now we are suffering pretty badly for it.  Oh well!  I guess we'll muddle thru like we always do.  Landlord in one breath agrees to let us wait until the 3rd of July to get our rent paid for this month and next month.  That's $700 right off the bat.  Then we are going to own the electric company at least $200 which is a bitch.  Oh then lets add our water bill into that which would probably only come up to $60 but still that's not the point.  We still have to add at least $150 to that for the cell bill then probably at least $120 for Cleeks.  It just never ends...then of course I forgot the cable/net bill which is roughly $120 a month.  Good grief!  What next.  I'm positive I'm already over budget with all of that lol!  Then with Leland making his appearance very soon I am stressed beyond my gorge!  I don't think I can handle one more thing right now!

     At least Jayson has this job now getting roughly $70 a week.  It's not very much but it will help us get caught up on some of these bills.  Instead of having to drown them all next month.  Course it always seems like when he gets paid we need other things besides the bills paid.  That's how it always goes huh?  Always something else that you have to have!  It's frustrating!  Like today for example.  We had to get some groceries and also some last minute baby stuff.  Like bottles!  Well that didn't happen because Jayson apparently had different plans.  We spend about $20 at walmart.  Had about $23 left when we left there.  I sent him in town to get me a soda and he comes home with $8!!  The bottles were that much!  How are we supposed to get anything done if he is always spending all our money.  No doubt he spent it all on ciggs.  God forbid he have to do without like the rest of us.  Then he bums them all to the neighbor everytime she brings her sleezy ass down here.  It's like we're running a charity ball.  I'm really at my wits end here!  Like I said, we'll make it thru just like we always do.  Just need to get our ass out of the clouds and start focusing more on the important things instead of all the BS. 

     Well bloggers, I hope I have entertained you today with my antics!  If you get a chance hop on over to TMP and check us out!  You can find all of my daily activitys over there logged in detail lmao!!  All us tired mamas post there on a regular basis.  Come on over and make some new friends!  I know I have!  Hope to see you there posting with us soon!  BTW~ you can find the link to TMP in my Fav. Links!!