Welcome to my new look!  What do ya'll think?  I'm trying for a new "fally" look.  Is that even a word? LOL!  I'm trying to get back into blogging on a regular basis.  It helped me keep my sanity during my pregnancy.  Things have been so hectic since Leland was born that I'm findning it hard to keep up.  As you all know, I started back to work full time and just can't seem to ever find the time to take a shower, much less blog!  I'm trying to change that by getting excited about blogging again.  I used to go thru my day LOOKING for something interesting to blog about.  Controversial topics and subjects, to family and work life.  Then I just got bored with it and basically stopped.  I hope this over haul I'm doing will get me going with it again!

     I think I'm going to really like my job.  This nursing home is so much better than the one I used to work at.  There are not near as many heavy lifters and the employees are generaly easier to get along with.  And everyone knows, your job is much easier if you get along with you you're working with right?  The nights go slow sometimes and sometimes they fly.  But I'm too busy to notice because I'm just being myself and having fun with it.  In my opinion, if someone doesn't like their job they have not business being there. 

     It won't be long now and I'll start tackling my winter indoor projects.  I need to get Alexs room done in Barbie (the way she wanted) and we decided to do Lelands room in STL Rams!  I'm excited to get to his room!  We are huge Rams fans in this house and I can't wait to start ordering all the stuff I need to put in his room!  I think I can buy most of it online.  Probably better to get it off the official website for Rams stuff I think.  I think I might treat myself to a new jacket this year as well.  My old Rams coat is getting wore out!  Anywho, Jayson and I's room will be in hunter green with gold and burgundy.  I have to go wall paper shopping to find the right kind of paper.  My gma is going to come over and help me hang it because I'm certainly no good at these things!  Jay and I have discussed buying a new fridge as well.  We are in desperate need of one.  Most people believe in keeping the old one until it actually "quits", but we want to catch it BEFORE we HAVE to have it.  This way we'll stay ahead of the game!

     Well bloggers, I better jump off here and go finish getting ready for work!  I'll jump on later tonight when I get off around 11 my time.  So if you are so inclined, feel free to stop back by and catch up on the nights activities at work!  Wub ya'll!

Well I finally got my blog organized for fall.  It was exhausting work I'm tellin ya!  Didn't think I'd ever get done.  Put it this way...I started around 1am and it's now 3am!  I can't stop yawning.  I wanted to get in the fall spirit cause it's almost upon us yet again!  So who's ready for Christmas?!  JUST KIDDING!  Alexs birthday is coming up here shortly in November.  So I've got two major events to plan for right up there with Thanksgiving!  So much to do, so little time!

     My 25th birthday is right around the corner.  Coming up on October 7th.  I can't believe it!  I feel so old!  My mom wants to slap me everytime I say that!  I really feel as if half my life is over already.  I wish I'd stop being so negative about it though!  Jayson is taking me out on the ferry boat for a dinner cruise in Hannibal.  He took me only one other time before on my 21st birthday.  So it's been awhile.  I so want to take Alex with us.  She always says how much she wants to go on that boat everytime we journey down by the river.  Jayson was kinda appaled at the idea of taking her (i think he thinks that I want THAT for my bday).  He's sorely mistaken anyway, so might as well bring her and leave lil' man with his sister for the evening.  I don't think we should chance taking him as well!  I'd be scared to death he'd fall in.  I'll be nervous enough having Alex on board!  Then I think the next night he wants to take me to the boat!  I love going!  Last time we won over $300, so you never know.  Could end up being a big pay out for us!  I get paid on the 5th and I'm off the weekend and my birthday is on Sunday so YIPEE!  It'll be a great weekend!  Can't wait!

     I caught myself the past few days going thru a pack to a pack and a half of ciggs a day!  I really need to slow down a tad on all of that!  It's just been so stressful.  I'm thinking on calling Dr. Thrasher tomorrow about getting on some anti anxiety pills.  I really just stress myself out over such trivial things and then I can't really function.  I've been losing sleep over my anxiety and I'm not fully "with it" thru out the day anymore, because I'm always worrying about something or someone.  I have no idea WHY I worry so much.  Jayson seems to think it's just cause I'm a woman.  Maybe...I have no idea!  All I know is that it drives me nuts when all I do is get this sick feeling in my stomach about, "how are we gonna pay that?", "How we gonna get the money for that?".  It just gets so old!

     I want to apologize to all of my faithfull readers for leaving ya'll stranded for so long!  My life just ran away with me after Leland was born.  Things are starting to settle down a bit now that I've started back to work.  Money is coming in and Jay has decided to start staying home with the kids so they will at least have one parent with them.  Ever since we've started to have serious doubts about Angelas ability to take care of them properly, I feel much more at ease at work knowing that Jayson is here at home with them!  So thank ya'll for sticking with me and keeping me in line if need be.  I will forever be gratefull for those of you who have stood by me, while I got things straightend out.  I hope you'll stick around to see Leland and Alex grow and please feel free to leave comments or tags!

     Well that's all I have to report tonight!  I imagine I could come up with more, however, my eye lids are closing as I sit here typing this!  I can barely see the screen!  So I'm gonna turn in for the night and I'll be back to post more tomorrow!  Everyone have a great night and a blessed day tomorrow!