So the week is slowly coming to an end.  It doesn't even seem like it's been a week does it?  I am still feeling like it's Monday.  It's gone by so quickly!  We go pick up Alex tomorrow!  I'm excited to see her!  We always miss her so much thru the weeks!  She will be happy to know that daddy and I got her strawberries while we were grocery shopping this weekend!  She loves those darn things.  And I even saved her some birthday cake!  She'll be a hyper little thing over the weekend that's for sure!

     Saturday Jayson agreed to go help my grandpa move into his new apartment in Moberly.  The man is absolutely elated!  I can't remember the last time I seen him so happy!  He's been driving my grandma nuts, calling every half hour to talk more about it!  I think it's kinda cute!  Lord knows the man hasn't had much to look forward to in his life of late, so this is his cup of tea this month boy!  He's about to burst with excitement!  My grandma called tonight to let us know that she had taken him grocery shopping and he insisted on taking the food to his "new" house!  Seems kinda silly to me to take it over there so soon but like I said..he's excited!  I'm kinda excited to get to go see it myself on Saturday.  I haven't been in it yet, but I hear these ones are gorgeous.  Built in dishwasher and all!  They are even going to let him keep the dogs, as long as he gets off his ass and takes them out once in awhile so they don't shit all over his new carpet!  Even grandma is thinking about moving out there now.  I should say she's made up her mind, as she's already put in an app and is now on a waiting list!  I swear they should just save time and move back in with each other!

     Jayson and I are PLANNING a move of our own come Dec.  I know winter is a horrible time to move, but these opportunities don't present themselves very often!  It's the house his parents are living in now.  Their lease is up in Dec and they are certain (I've questioned them many times) that they ARE moving..no question about it!  Soo if they come thru with that move then we are for sure taking it!  We won't let my grandma know however basicaly just because we don't want to listen to her list all the damn reasons why we're crazy!!  And they call the kids "know it alls".  We're only liking this house because of the huge yard and basement basicaly.  It also has 3 bedrooms so we won't be losing any space.  The house has a smaller floor plan than our trailor does now but less to clean I guess! LOL!  I'm psyched about the move!  Jay was at first but he's calmed down about it as usual!  Everytime he brings up an idea to me, such as this particular one, he spends a week talking me into it and then AFTER I get all excited about it..he's gonna act like he don't want to do it anymore!  What's up with that, right?  We even gonna get a loan to pay the deposit on the place and all the utilities and such so we don't have so much to come up with in Dec. so it don't cut into our xmas budget.  Now he gonna act like he don't like the idea anymore!  He said he just don't want to get his hopes up and have the deal fall thru, cause his parents are famous for dangling shit they know we want in our face and then pulling it away at the last minute!  They've done that with several cars they offered to sell us.  Anyway, just gotta keep thinking positive and shit will start happening for us!

     While we are still at this house however, we got a shit load of problems.  We weren't able to pay our utility bill here this month because my SIL living with us racked it up to damn near 400 bux!  The utility co. here are assholes and don't care, they just want their money!  So we are going to Necac as soon as we recieve our shut off notice to see if they can't help.  The past few months they haven't had any funding so we'll see.  These people round here don't play.  You don't have their money they disconnect you faster than shit!  No notice no nothing.  They just show up and shut it off, even if you gots kids, they don't care!  Flippin' ass holes!  We're really trying to pull ourselves out of this rut right now, but ya know sometimes, things just build up and you just want to sit and cry.  Like that's gonna solve anything right?  Then you gotta pick yourself up and say "hey, the Lord has seen us thru thus far, he gonna see us thru this too".  And you move on, feeling certain that you will be pulled out of this rut!  Gotta keep the faith right?  Think positive!

     Well bloggers, sorry it was a somewhat depressing post tonight!  It's 12am central time and I'm getting ready to hit the hay!  Jay is probably going to be having a fit here in a sec that I'm still up.  I swear that man gets on my last damn nerve sometimes!  So here's to a great weekend!  Pour one out for me!