Do you ever find yourself looking at your family, wondering what in the hell you got yourself into?  Thinking maybe you should have married someone else?  Maybe you should have waited to have kids?  Of all movies tonight, I was watching Bridget Jones and seriously was in ENVY of a made up charactors life.  I mean to be single again!  The reasons for choosing this particular avatar today coinside with this train of thought.  When Jayson and I were split up some time ago, I met and defenitaly fell head over heals for a man, that I probably never should have met.  We used to listen to those lyrics all the time and dream of the future..lol.  It's funny now to think about it, but that's what we did.  And yes, I find myself sometimes just thinking about this person and wondering if he ever thinks about me.  Silly I know...*sigh*

     Anyway, tomorrow is the big day!  My grandpa gets to move into his new apartment!   We have got to be there bright and early to help and here it is damn near 3am and I haven't been to bed yet!  Shame shame!  Not like I'll actually do much anyway!  Probably lug the baby around hollaring at alex all day lol!  I'm hoping it won't make for a long day.  I promised Alex that I would get up and make everyone a giant breakfast in the morning!  So that means I've got to be us earlier than everyone else!  Good thing I've got my coffee pot on auto for that early, cause I'll def need it!

     Well bloggers, sorry not much to talk about tonight!  It's so late already and I'm thinking I ought to be heading that direction!  I hope to catch up with you all soon!